for our kind, death is only the beginning..
i am death's handmaid
the world is a savage garden.
YOU CHASE AFTER THE PHANTOMS OF YOUR FORMER SELF
❝ i will be a symbol, a freak of nature– something loved, something despised. all of those things.
carrd template by solarsources
DNI.
I basic dni criteria; bigorty, racism, homophobia, etc
II if you are >17 (current mutuals/friends are the only exception, love u pookies /p)
III if horror media, mentions, etc makes you squeamish— this is not the place for you!
IV those who downplay or invalidate trauma/negative experiences
V if you stan/support any problematic celebs
VI you are super religious and/or "woke"; if you push ideas of the "end days" or any variation of the end of the world
VII if you support the president and the damage he's doing to the country
VIII if you support israel/the destruction + mass genocide of palestine
ABOUT ME.
my name is eden. nicknames are welcome, and i also go by les or any kin names. <3
i am a mixed poc of black + hispanic origin. any pronouns are fine with me, but at times i do have specific preferences.
a few long-time fixations are iwtv/tvc, hannibal, analysis , and most horror media in general. misc interests include media/music analysis and psychology.
more info.
after 3-5 years of extensive research i have concluded there's a high possibility that i have bpd, so please be mindful when interacting, and please be patient with me as well. demonizing of this disorder or any others will not be tolerated with me.
i am a kinnie and my carrd for that will probably be coming soon.
FOR MY BELOVEDS.
lily.
i am so thankful to have you as a friend. we've grown so close after all these years, and it honestly takes me by surprise— i didn't expect us to become such good friends, but now i wouldn't have it any other way. all of the laughs and good times we have shared will never be taken for granted or forgotten. i love you very much, you are and will always be one of my greatest friends.
soren.
we've grown much closer than we used to be. you are such a joy to be around, even when you're going through tough times. your joy and silliness is unbelievably contagious, and i wish nothing but the best for you in the future. thank you for being there for me when i had no one else, whether it was listening to me vent or keeping me company; i hope i am returning the favor well enough. i love you lots, sor, and may we grow closer as the years go on. ♡
sam.
we have certainly been through the ringer, haven't we? there is so much i could say and thank you for, it's too much to put into words on my poor carrd. but, thank you anyway. being your friend is an experience i'd never want to exchange or replace, even with the rough times we've had. i love you dearly, and everything you've done for me since we've known each other means more to me than you know. you are a beautiful soul and friend, and i hope all you ever dream for comes true.
to those unmentioned.
know that you also mean the absolute world to me— i love all of my friends more than life itself. trust and believe that you are not and will never be forgotten. ♡