for our kind, death is only the beginning..
i am death's handmaid
the world is a savage garden.
currently reading: memnoch the devil - AR
❝ i will be a symbol, a freak of nature– something loved, something despised. all of those things.
carrd template by solarsources
DNI.
one. basic dni criteria; racism, homophobia, etc
two. if you are not open-minded!!
three. if you do not like horror media, mentions, etc! it is a main interest of mine and i'd hate to make you uncomfortable
four. those who invalidate trauma/negative experiences
five. if i have cut you off in any way or form; it was done for a reason
six. if you stan/support any problematic people in general
seven. you are super religious and/or "woke"; if you push ideas of the "end days" or any variation of the end of the world
ABOUT ME.
my name is eden. nicknames are welcome, and i also go by les. <3
i am a mixed poc of black + hispanic origin. any pronouns are fine with me.
a few current fixation medias are iwtv/tvc, hannibal, saw, and most horror media in general.
they all live in my head rent free and when you get me talking about them i will never shut up.
more info.
i do not have a dx, but have suspected that i have bpd for a few years now, so please be mindful when interacting, and please be patient with me as well.
i am the resident lestat kinnie of the era (he's so me. he's terrible but he's me.)
discord : phantomregret.
FOR MY BELOVEDS.
lily.
i have known you the longest, i believe, and i am so thankful to have you as a friend. i'm glad we've grown so close after all these years. it honestly takes me by surprise— i didn't expect us to become such good friends, but now i wouldn't have it any other way. all of the laughs and good times we have shared will never be taken for granted or forgotten. i love you very much, you are and will always be one of my greatest friends.
soren.
if there was at least one good thing about this year, it is the fact that we've grown much closer than we used to be. you are such a joy to be around, even when you're going through tough times. thank you for being here for me this year, whether it was listening to me vent or keeping me company; i hope i am returning the favor well enough. i love you lots, sor, and may we grow closer as the years go on. ♡
sam.
we have certainly been through the ringer, haven't we? there is so much i could say and thank you for, it's too much to put into words on my poor carrd. but, thank you anyway. i love you dearly, and everything you've done for me since we've known each other— it all means more than you know. you are the true definition of a best friend.
to those unmentioned.
know that you also mean the absolute world to me— i love all of my friends more than life itself. trust and believe that you are not and will never be forgotten. ♡